i can't think to hard about what i am going to write i must just write at all costs to get my mind working and in motion. my mind has been here and there lately and i can not seem to get a firm grasp on the reality around me. i am falling further away as the truth is even further and these damn subtle hints from you drive me crazy.... but this is it... this is right... how can it not be?
you know you get those feelings and when shit hits the roof and it is gone you take a moment to look back on the situation and then you have one of those brilliant AHA! moments, it is then when the light around you is brighter than ever, and you can see through the shame that it all just wasn't right... it just wasn't it..
well this isn't like that, this is different, this is it. for me anyways....
this month my color is purple... it's purple too.
don't think, just write...such a lull between entries...how am i to live?
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