scribbles

april convinced me to take an online personality test today. it was interesting, but mostly dead on to who i think i am, or who i want to be. i havent decided yet. it is funny how a test with less than 50 questions can come up with 2 full pages about you and who you are and be mostly right. the results basically said everything i already knew about myself, but it is now official that these traits live inside me because i took an test and my results will be recorded forever. a confirmation that i am a good person with positive feedback, almost justifies my poor performance in school this term.reminds me of a substitute teacher i had countless times in school, she was famous in our school district for reading faces.whether she knew how to read faces or made shockingly good educated guesses she always came about 95% right every time. we already knew these things about ourselves, it was just fun to hear someone else call on these traits that were hidden in our faces and she never asked 50 questions or any.

it said i was a great writer which i believe it half true. yes, i am a writer in the sense that i write and enjoy to write, but would i call my self great? i'm not sure. i scribble random thoughts and daily events on to paper or the Internet in hopes to connect to another human being. but does that make me great? or course not, it makes me lonely and maybe evidence of the increasing time i make for my hands.

i still have yet to find a cause that i am passionate about.. i'll keep searching